over.

he said it. it's over. he doesn't want to be with me.

this sucks.

i haven't slept since friday night. six hours friday  night. two saturday night. maybe five last night. i feel sick. all the time. i haven't been eating because i haven't been hungry. my roommate made me get ice cream with her last night. that helped. she got me cookies and a sandwich earlier. i ate them. went down to the dining hall with friends just now. had tiny bit of cereal and pineapple with rice milk. bit of chocolate cake. wasn't very good. i feel disgustingly full. i feel so sick. i don't know what to do, how to cope.