i have no self control.

i'm so fucking disgusted with myself.
nachos and sweet-and-sour chicken.
then, tiiniest piece of cake. with a little bit of ice cream. not to bad, right?
til i add on the toast with peanut butter and honey. i am disgusting.

i fucking deserve to be fat. the scale saying 122.5 this morning was a joke.


**edit
look to the future. replace "if only i hadn't.." with "next time.."