weak.

too many cookies. too many chicken nuggets. too much too much too much. cereal? unneccesary. all the cookies? also not needed. i'm a fat pig, and it's disgusting. i wonder how my boyfriend can stand me. really. blech.

and my roommate? oh man. good to know i'm the FAT roommate as well as the UGLY one. guess it's no surprise that i'm the one with no friends, too.

didn't eat breakfast, save for a fiber one bar, and didn't eat dinner last night, but definitely compensated at lunch with chicken nuggets and pasta salad and salad and cereal and cookies. so gross. working tonight so no dinner. if i drink tonight, no beer. beer = calories = fat. disgusting.

got to finish this calc so i can pound myself at the gym as punishment for this.

goal for tomorrow: tiny breakfast. mini lunch. itsybitsy dinner.

if my portions are itsy bitsy then i'll be itsy bitsy.

i hate my body.