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so, stayed under 1200 yesterday, which i think of as progress. baby steps, i've realized that if i just straight don't let myself eat anything, i only end up bingeing at night. so there we go. went to the gym yesterday, did a couple miles on the elliptical ( only  250cal though) then did a bit of weights and some abs. i'm about to go again,and really want to work on my abs. give me that flat tummy :)
last night was first night of shitshow, the bf was drunkk which was hilarious:) love him. i didn't drink too much, though i'm still feeling it a little so i'm putting off driving anywhere (i have bf's car, he was way too drunk to drive this morning). i had two cups of his pineappley malibu vodka concoction, which wasn't too strong and absolutely delicious, two shots to pregame, then a couple of beers. i thought i did quite well :) so yes i know that adds alot more calories on, and i'm feeling guilty that i'll then drink again tonight, but as long as i work out and get some studying done, i feel like it's a good reward.

oh balls. just remembered the pizza and breadsticks we got. that were delish, but horrible for you. blahh. whatever. i'm not bloated so i don't care. as long as i do well all week i feel like the weekend can be my reward.

anywho, might make some oatmeal then it's off to the gym :)