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getting better at this not-eating-everything-in-sight thing. except for that hershey's on my desk. i don't even like hershey's, there just weren't any m&m's left for me to have just one or two, so i broke into that. gross. and just now i had chocolate frosting and peanut butter by the spoonful. i wasn't even hungry, i'm just thirsty. that's disgusting.
but whatever. breakfast was a luna bar, lunch was greek yogurt (deeeelish), and dinner was salmon, chicken, little bit of rice, broccoli, grapes, boursin, crackers, and chocolate mousse. not too healthy, i know, but i only had a bit of each..i did eat all the chicken though. i love chicken and it was actually quite good. can't wait for some home cooking next week (although i know mum will make sure i eat loads..) esp since mum's gone on a health kick with her healthy cookbooks hah.
got hungry at work last night around 2. had celery sticks and baby carrots. yum. okay, with a little bit of ranch and chipati sauce, but whatever. i worked six hours. and i was walking around doing stuff that whole time. so it's whatever.

still haven't goten this goddamn sixpage paper done. wishing i'd started earlier instead of putting it off until now..it's due tomorrow at midnight but i really don't want to have to deal with it too much tomorrow. gotten everything else done for tomorrow though. getting coffee with S at eleven, then chem discussion, then finish off this paper/edit etc, then french, then DONESKIES. might come back here then hop on over to the gym, eat a tiny bit, maybe hockey game with the bf if he ends up getting me a ticket ( i mean, i'll pay for it, i just don't want to get one and then ask if that's okay. if that makes sense). then maybe some drinksies (i mean..they have a fucking mixer) then some good sex with the bf i'm hoping. it's been far too long and i'm pissed that he ruined my plans for his birthday. but whatever.

something's beeping. loudly. think it's coming from the room next door. goddamn it. what the fuck. that and goddamn band practice downstairs is annoying. going to have to go somewhere else to try to write this paper looks like. what's pissing me off the most is that the beeping is totally off time to the music. that's fucking with me big time.

guess i should get this done, maybe work out, and then crash. i'm exhausted.