gross.

i should just not let myself near the halfass. really. ugh. soup? unnecessary. sushi?! even more unnecessary. bet i gained at least two pounds. disgusted with myself. then chocolate milk? really? c'mon fatty, you weren't even hungry. that's just..beyond words. gross.

so i decided after mojo binge i was probably up to 1350. plus soup, making it 1430, half a poptart, call it 1500, thennn sushi?! wtf. 365CALORIES. EW. so 1865? that's like, four times what i should be at. okay so maybe i can "subtract" the 400 from the gym. so 1465? still. that's like, what my body needs to stay at the same weight. probably to gain weight, actually.

what the fuck. what a fucking fail of a day. and now i'm going to go to bed so all of those calories can turn into fat fat fat.

fuck me.