Thursday, February 4, 2010

i'm back.

so. i'm back. back to 130lbs, and back to getting down to 115lbs. fuck yeah.

went to the gym before class and ellipticall-ed and stairmaster-ed. then went swimming tonight. still feel gross though. ate way too much in between. (i'm estimating 1500 so far today, and i haven't had dinner yet-- i'm supposed to get dinner with the bf. after his swim meet. aka he'll be ravenous. blahh.) just ate string cheese, 50cal, so i guess i'm at 1550. disgusting. starting 2468. except easing into it. like, i'll do 800 1000 1200 1400 1600. then repeat. 1600 is negotiable, that's my cheat day. i felt like i'd lost a couple pounds this weekend, then all i did since was lay in bed and eat and now i'm FAT. FAT FAT FAT. fatter than before.

no wonder i have so few friends.

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