first.

Last night I had a dream I met some guy, and told him he was cute. He goes, "well we should go out!" and that was it, he was my boyfriend. I forget the rest, but I ended up going on a mountainous hike with Dumbledore as part of a DTD computer game/rave contest. And ran around my old middle school for a bit. Anyway.

I have no class today, and this paper is due at midnight, so I'm sat outside in the courtyard of my dorm figuring out spring/fall classes and working on it. It's a gorgeous day out already, and it's supposed to be 74F. So so excited. Supposed to be going disc golfing with a friend from high school later on, and then talking to R tonight. Not sure if it's even worth it in a way..I don't think I can change his mind, and I'm not sure I'll be able to say what I really want to say. I don't know, I love him. That's what I know. That, and I've figured my life out, and want to be with him.

Woke up, later than I intended to, but what the hell :) did my first workout with Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred. I was a bit embarrassed to be honest..it was sort of hard :( but, i feel like it's good for toning muscles, which I definitely need. Plus it was a nice amount of cardio to wake up to, since I didn't really feel like dragging myself to the gym after going 'til midnight last night. Had an apple before Jillian, haven't had anything since. Getting hungry, not sure what I'm going to do about that to be honest. Maybe let myself go to the dining hall in a couple of hours..make a salad? They have ham and turkey in the salad bar at lunch..bit of good old protein. Anywho, I'm off to finish this paper hopefully, as well as sort out what class to take this spring and what to take in the fall.

Stay strong, happy April! It's a new beginning, so let's do this :) xx