yesterday. hmmm. let's see.
well it started out with a normal-ish breakfast. then had applesauce for lunch. then dinner? oh me oh my. pierogies and potatoes and salmon and salad and TWO (?!?!!) pieces of chocolate cheesecake. vom. tried ever so hard to purge but then my friend was waiting by my room for me to go to the library...didn't get anywhere near enough up. so we go to the lib, i get nothing done, go to the bonfire, drink two bottles of wine and some beer, smoke a bit, and get very very fucked up. cue bad decisionmaking. thenn, to make it worse, we end up going to get pizza. from where i work. oh god. and breadsticks. so many calories. ugh. gross. i feel so fucking fat. honestly prob gained three pounds yesterday minimum. haven't weighed myself in a week. don't plan to today.
fuck my life. i can't do anything right. i hate this.
must go work out. ugh.
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aww sweety don't be upset if you fail .. well it's hard not to be but you have to keep trying! once you resist having the pizza or anything else the first time it will be easier the next time and easier and by the time you get to my stage .. you don't need anything .. and believe me it's only been a week!
ReplyDelete:) try it !