day one.

Well, okay. Scales at the gym told me 127 just now. What the fuck. I've been good..I've been working out..:( Not fair. I don't think I'm drinking enough water though..I dunno. I also sweated my ass off at the gym even just on the elliptical...like, more than usual. Hmm. Quite strange. I'm trying to convince myself the gain is just muscle gain and a result of me laying in bed moping for days. We'll see.

Looks like I'm deviating from my ten day plan- already. For two reasons. First, my brother wants to get dinner tonight. He has class 'til seven so we're going right after that. I didn't want to try and switch it to just coffee 'cause I'm sure he'll be starving. I asked where he wanted to go and he said we'd just figure it out tonight, which is now freaking me out because I can't look up low-cal options online. Ughhh.

Second reason, is that tomorrow I plan to FAST. :) Assuming all goes well, it'll be my first legit all-day fast. So I'm very excited. I can't wait to feel..empty:) Also worried, because Miss Burton is fasting along with me..so I definitely can't fail!

Anyway, I'm off to do my 30day shred dvd. Not in the mood, but tough luck! It's in the plan, so I'm doing it!

xo.