So I failed miserably at fasting. Fasted from 9pm last night til 1pm today. that's all. that's also not including the vodka and gatorade I had last night.
Also, scale said tonight that I'm a whopping 127.8. what. the. fuck. I've worked out everyday. It's not like I've been massively overeating (aside from binging when I got back from the gym, having a somewhat 'fuck-the-world, I-give-up' mentality). Unless I'm pregnant. That's the main concern right now.
Fuck Rob, he's being a fucking asshole. Goddamnit. Why the hell do I still care about him so much when he treats me like shit?
Because that's what I deserve.
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fasting is very difficult so don't be too harsh on yourself :)
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stay strong :)