Wednesday, June 30, 2010

more than anything.

I want to be thin. More than anything. I will lose this weight.
Stood in Target contemplating hydroxycut, dexatrim, jillian michaels, diurex, and another that I forget the name of. Didn't have the balls to chance any of them. Has anyone had positive results with diet pills?
shameful intake;
plain yogurt -80
cornflakes -30
nectarine(70)&strawberry(2) -72
craisins(12)&dried apricot(8) -20
fiber one bar -140
watermelon -46
cheddar bunnies -8.4
wheat bread/cracker -60
hummus/cheese sauce -40
tomato soup -75
multigrainbread(100)&fatfreemozzarella(45) -145
hummus -15
baby carrots -24
cherry tomatoes -6
banana bread ~ 260
total; 1021.4

Not as good as I would've liked, but I did have a fair amount of fruit/veg and I'm sick. So, whatever. Trying to work on getting more sleep, and doing my exercises faithfully before bed. Need to work on doing abs etc daily in the mornings though, and can't wait to shift this respiratory infection so I can go back to running. Watching Supersize vs. Super Skinny on youtube nonstop, even though I've seen them all already. Ah well. If anyone finds the rest of season two (besides ep 1&8) lemme knowww:) Also watched the first episode of Huge on abc family on Monday. Hmm. Wish I could go to fat camp.

Goal for tomorrow is to get back down to that goddamn 800calorie limit, while limiting variety (my downfall) and limiting freetime at home (my other downfall). Let's gooo.

4 comments:

  1. Good luck with tomorrow :)
    I want to watch HUGE tonight aha, when I saw the massive billboards for that plastered around NYC I laughed so hard. Sorry to be a bitch, but Nikki Blonsky kind of disgusts me in those ads > <

    Take caree,
    xoxo

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  2. Firstly, I adore Target. I think I'm there several times a week just wandering around. I bet the workers see me and think, "Well... there she is AGAIN!" Sometimes, I alternate the Target I go to so it won't seem so strange. Lol.

    Secondly, I've definitely been at that place where you just stare at the diet products until you're certain everyone around you is eyeing you suspisciously (why have I suddenly forgotten how to spell that word?!).

    I don't think your intake is disgusting at all. You eat very healthy foods. I loooove hummus. I eat it nearly every day. What's your favorite brand? I'm currently digging Sabra.

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  3. After reading all the (mostly) positive reviews and doing all the research, I bought a bottle of Hydroxycut Max Advanced for Women. I didn't exercise a lot, but I didn't lose A THING off it. I stopped taking it a little over 2 weeks ago, and I've lost a TON of weight. I've learned not to try taking the easy way out by taking diet pills. Hope this helped!

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  4. i personally used rx6 its kick ass, tried hydroxycut but didnt stick to it, so dont know how it works. the good thing about rx6 or venom is, you can stop eating and not miss food!! its amazing, sure the first week might be a tad tough, but you get over it.

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