yesterday, after work, cheesecake. ugh. then, home, to pasta. double ugh. this was 11pm, mind you. disgusting. i ate so much, all day fucking long. i'm on my period, fine, but that's no excuse. i'm off to the gym.
not getting dinner with him, i guess. dunno. picked a fight with him last night and told him to fuck off. wow, i really never do change, do i. goddamnit. whenever someone actually cares i just push them away. whatever. maybe seeing rob today. i hope. i dunno.
biking to the gym then running until i can't walk. then doing abs and weights until sitting up aches and i can't more my arms.
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the work out sounds just like me. =]
ReplyDeletei'm sorry about you eating all day.. i've definitely had those days, and they are HARD to get past, but you CAN do it! and you WILL do it, i just know it. =]
hang in there!
I wonder if pushing people away is part of our messed up eating habits? have fun at the gym, or try! (:
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