beautiful disaster.

Well, my parents read this yesterday. Someone sent a postcard addressed to my family, with the URL of my blog on one side, and 'need I say more?' on the other. So naturally, they checked it out. I walked into the kitchen and saw it on the counter and knew it wasn't going to be good. The conversation that ensued was pretty rough. "are you fasting?" "do you eat?" "why do you think you're fat?"
"I just want to get back in shape, mum, that's all"
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Somehow they didn't believe that. Though I made a point that this is mine, and that they have to let me be sometimes. They're super worried about me, but I promised them I'm going to be healthy about it. Which really isn't too far off being right - I mean I'm eating alot more than I used to, it's just mostly fruit and veg and nuts. Also I'm eating three meals with a couple of snacks. Yes, I want to cut back some more, but I definitely want to keep up this eating every 3-4 hours thing.
Anyway, so there's plenty of tension between me and my parents right now. They obviously freaked out. But they're just going to keep an eye on me, so they say, so we shall see.
Definitely made me rethink some of the things I've been telling myself and doing though. So change shall be coming.

love love. xo