peace, love, skinny.

skinny girls, they're happy. i want to be happy. i want to be skinny. i will be skinny. i'll get attention, i'll be liked, i'll be happy, i'll be hot. not just attractive. not just cute, nice, funny...i'll be wanted. if i can do this.. i can prove to myself and to everyone else that i truly am strong enough to change. i ate today. i ate panchero's at like 4am. blech. and then i ate a brunch-y sort of meal. but it's okay, that just means i've already had my calories for the day. i'm doing this, you're not going to stop me. if i'm not going to drink, i'm not going to eat. alright? alright. i don't need food. i do need to be skinny. plan for a five day fast fell through. maybe start that tomorrow. we'll see. gotta not mention it though since -- flipped a shit last night. i mean, saying that was stupid anyway. they don't understand. they say i look fine but they mean i look fat. i'm done being fat, being the fat ugly friend, the friend that's ignored. the unpopular one. that's not going to be me anymore. i'm done.

here we go.

support is appreciated. and as always..don't judge me.