saturday? alcohol and food. sunday? food. today? FOOD.
fuck me. i'm so weak. going to work out and not leaving the gym 'til i've been there 1.5hours. my lazy ass hasn't been in a couple weeks so that's a big fucking deal for me okay?
fuck you skinnies. i'm going to be forever fat. until i kill myself, that is.
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Please don't hurt yourself. Seriously, is there anything I can do?
ReplyDeleteI've missed you!!
I know it feels like that right now- and we will be of we don't pick ourselves back up and keep on going!! We will get skinny- don't give up!! You'll feel much better after the gym- no entertaining the prospect of suicide, you want to be skinny in life not give up the opportunity to ever get there.
ReplyDeleteemail me if you need to talk? xxx