try try try.

last night. three beers. then bread&butter and a southbeachdiet fiber bar.

this morning. water, water, water. how the HELL did i used to be able to take shot after shot and down beer after beer? holy hell. anyway. then a banana and two strawberries. then an 80cal oatmeal cookie i made last night. figured fiber can't help. banana and strawberries seems to have already helped with the bloating. yay potassium.

shower then seeing the boyfriend. hanging out with him no longer means being able to avoid food. he knows too much.

x.