boyfriend's worried. i'm having a hard time pretending to be happy. i feel like i'm taking some of it out on him. but i love him so much. i don't know. things are crazy right now.
Monday, August 23, 2010
too much slurpee.
i haven't been counting calories. i haven't been working out. i have been having suicidal thoughts. i did try to kill myself last week.
boyfriend's worried. i'm having a hard time pretending to be happy. i feel like i'm taking some of it out on him. but i love him so much. i don't know. things are crazy right now.
awkward picture, i know. me this morning. weighed in at 120. whatever happened to 118? i miss that number. grrr. move out in one week. cannot wait.
boyfriend's worried. i'm having a hard time pretending to be happy. i feel like i'm taking some of it out on him. but i love him so much. i don't know. things are crazy right now.
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Yeah baby! Flick that bed hair XD (Say that in an Austin Powers voice!)
ReplyDeleteNext time you get Teh Sad Thoughts, go watch an Austin Powers movie on Youtube. Good for laughs and distraction *Hugs* (Do as I say, not what I do!!)
<3 *Hugs*