Problem is, now it's the weekend, so it's harder to avoid eating with my family. I spent the past two days baking or else not in the house. I love love love baking and cooking. Lately I'm not even really tempted to eat the results. Well, a taste, of course, but aside from that..no. It's as if the process is a meal and the result is just a little nibble for dessert. Idk. I'm only making healthy creations anyway. I think me spending more time in the kitchen gives the illusion I'm eating more than I actually am. Definitely another positive.
Today I'm off rock climbing again. Hoorayy ! I really do love it. I think I've developed sort of a mental block on all my favorite routes though, almost convincing myself that I can't go any higher than I've gone before because if I do then I'll fall. Or else, I can't go to the top because I'll be too high up. I don't know. Need to work on bouldering a bit more too though, and that's helping me trust my own strength a bit more, and learn that it's okay to fall.
I lost a follower, I guess. To be expected, I pretty much disappeared for nearly a month and really had nothing interesting to say. Ah well. Keep having extremely vivid and bizarre dreams. I don't know.
i bet she never stays up all night contemplating whether or not to down the bottle of advil.
think thin, stay strong, and avoid food.
xo.
I love weight loss! Whoo-hoo!
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