and now I feel sick. Nearly strangled one of the kids I was babysitting today. [no, not really.] I need a real job.
FUCK trail mix and fuck chocolate covered raisins. Why does my mother insist on buying them, and why do I keep eating them?
Feel like crying. Must go to gym. Must avoid dinner. Feel so sick.
First football game is in six weeks. I must be 116 or less.
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Sorry about the binge. I binged today too... HARDCORE> hope you get to go to the gym darling and feel better soon. You will get to your goal weight in no time:)
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Rach
Lol apparently I'm not the only one who majorly binged today. I know; I hate it when my parents keep junk in the house...I feel so dumb when I insist on being so healthy and then, late at night, I go and eat the house down, including the stuff I tell my mom not to buy. Ugh. It's okay, we can burn EVERYTHING off. Stay strong, love.
ReplyDeleteI know it sounds trite and stupid, but it'll be okay. *Hugs* You'll reach your goal weight. Is there a way to sabotage the trail mix? Salt it really heavily or something?
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry.